Diaryland is so amazing, I do believe, not necessarily because you can get your own emotions out, but it's a place where you can find emotions any time of any day. Raw life. Voyerism. Yum.
I'm sort of feeling sick of doing absolutely nothing (physical activity-wise) but I really don't want to run and get all sweaty and have to shower (which is also being avoided). I want to play around with my dad with our lacrosse sticks- (I got him one for X-mas) but he's got work tomorrow. A shame.
I want to get together with people, but I don't want to put in the effort of being hygenic, or to organize said get-together. I definately don't want to watch another movie- but I totally do. I think I'll be continuing Shrek 2 tonight.
I want to milk this vacation for all it's worth- so I don't want to do anything at all. I didn't get dressed today. It was nice. I even got to wear the same pants and bathrobe as I did yesterday... and shirt now that I think about it.
I want to go sledding, but I don't think there's enough snow, and I definately don't want to be cold.
I had a conversation with my cousin's foreign exchange student tonight which was way fun. Oh man, it's amazing to see the embodyment of Europe. I think Europe is amazing, so I automatically think that she is amazing (which she is). I think that I'm getting along with random people much better now. I don't know if it's because I'm becoming more confident, or if it's that my small talk is kicking ass. Who knows.
My sister and I decorated gingerbread houses at the Stecklein's house some day before Christmas. That was amazing.
My grandparents sent me a digital camera for Christmas- it's super nice. The only thing I'm worried about is when I'm going to actually make prints of things, and what I should do with my old, non-digital camera. I want it to feel loved too!
I feel like I should be studying apush in a major way this break, so that I don't fail the AP exam... but that's conflicting with my "don't do anything over break" idea. I'm concerned though- because the two people I talked to (Emilie and Jill) said they were reading all of the chapters we have done and all of this... gah! Stupid test.
It's crazy what a calm feeling you get when part of your mouth is numb. My mom put some "Kanka" on my kanker sore... and now my lower right mouth is numb-ish... and feels like I'm drooling-- WHICH I'M NOT! It tastes sort of peppermint-y. Oh man, this is way too fun to write about.
I suppose it's time for me to wrap it up.. oh- I made a really nice case for my digital camera today- I'm super proud of it!
Guten aben. -allie